juniors

Last match of the season.

Feels nostalgic already.

I'll miss my juniors. I really will. They're the cutest, nicest bunch ever. I really love them. I came in hoping that girls would find the joy in soccer, but it was really them who made all my time worthwhile.

We won 1 – 0 today. But I don't think that was important. What we really had was spirit. Huge contrast to Hwa Chong. We went there, knowing that we didn't qualify for the semis but we still played for the win and gave it our all anyway. Our attitude, team spirit and vigour was really a class above.

I made up my mind quite some time ago, that I was going to retire from soccer completely after this year. But I've changed my mind again. It's tiring, draining and its certainly not easy – but even so I'll just keep coming back for more. Because certain things, you just can't take away.

 That aside, health is in a worrying condition. Apetite is screwy, feel like barfing, haven't ate much. If only this week weren't so hectic I might have taken some time off and go see a doctor or something. Much appreciation to those who are concerned though, esp soccer girls (:

University talk today was rather troubling. blah.

TJC

We all pity the TJ girls for having to put up with the TJ boys.

Rainbow!

Been terribly busy lately. Up to my limits.

I saw a rainbow today (:

Just Wondering

Who reads/visits this?

Can drop a comment?

Much thanks!

Annoyance

I am annoyed with myself for allowing myself to be annoyed so easily.

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I’m considering giving up MSN, but that would also result in the inability to talk to some people.

Decision

Everybody has their own problems.

There comes a time, when I feel like surrendering everything.

I need a pillar of support too.

I've decided.

I'm going to give God a chance.

Weather’s not on my side.

Didn't rain in the end.

Feel a bit crappy.

Hope I don't get into any trouble.

But, never mind.

[edit]
RJ guys 2 – 1 TPJC

Feel a bit guilty now for not going. Heard there were more touchrug girls than soccer girls. I don't think this is an issue of school spirit though. But, bah.

I'm not sure why I didn't go in the end either. Some kind of intertia of sorts.

Should have just gone for the class thing.

Pissedness

Soccer teacher told me how she could tell when I got pissed. I hope it’s not that obvious for others.

Anyway got pissed today during Raffles Trail. Am glad I do not blog immediately when I’m pissed. I remained pissed for quite some time. At the spur of the moment, my thoughts tend to be incoherent, rash and vulgarities just keep going through my mind. But after taking some time off, I realise that had I blogged about it, I would have regretted it.

Yayyyy

After Science centre, admits their error in tabulating scores…. Yay. RJ are the robotics champions this year (: I feel so happy for my juniors. Though I'm not part of the team anymore. They really deserved it! I never ever made it close to champion during my time. What they've accomplished is really quite a feat!

Euphoria

Saturday was an all time high in quite a while. United only 7 points behind Chelsea now. All the United fans are going high over the prospects of beating Chelsea. The chances are low and it's highly improbable. But as long as there's a chance whichl may be slightly delusional, but it feels good. So I'll leave it as that. Ended up getting more high as the night progressed and slept at 3.

Unfortunately Sunday and Monday weren't so good. Screw admin. I just want to play football ): When I tell myself "Common tests don't matter" I think I'm lying to myself sometimes… because it keeps sinking in that this set of results is rather sad and my grades have been just dropping and dropping since last year I don't know if I'll be able to pick myself up from this soon enough. Everybody keeps telling me that "A levels" more important. Especially my dad. I just…. react by asking him to shut up. Although sometimes, I do wonder what I slog so hard in soccer for.

Guys won HC 4-0.